I saw Vantage Point tonight and it was good, it surprised you because you saw the movie from different points (obviously). Each character had a different view and you followed them through what happened. Especially the double agent, which you never expected or saw coming until you saw his point-of-view.

Let's just say I'll probably be buying the movie now. Next movie to watch? 10,000 BC! It looks really good, and I just have to say the woman in the trailer, is absolutely beautiful. I think it's her eyes and really draw your attention.

That's one of the things that draw me to a guy, are their eyes. Especially blue, or green, I could stare into them forever and ever, BUT reality has a different take and it likes to bitchslap me.

If I could date one guy right now, it'd probably be Dustin. He's weird, just like me, and we like a lot of the same stuff, but I won't say anything more about this, because if word got out via my store, hell would break loose. And that's another story within itself.

I've been watching this new TV Show on FOX called New Amsterdam and let's just say it's different, but very enjoyable. I think I could probably really get into the series, as long there is more than four episdodes (Thank YOU FOX for canceling, DRIVE! *mumbles* bastards).

Oh, and I'm better by the way, just thought I'd point that out. I was basically puking my guts out and I'm still a little iffy about smelling or seeing certain foods, but I think I'm good for the most part. I absolutely HATE seafood, and just the thought or smell makes it gag. It's not pretty, it's really not.

I'm excited! I've been working on Collective Designs, and I think I'm a step closer to being done. All I have to do is code the layout and finish the css, and I think we'll be done and almost ready to launch other than updating the previous old information.

So Ciao!

Bah . I think I am sick (I think) Basically I'm pretty sure I have the flu (or at least the beginning of it). I have a HUGE migraine, I've been getting sick all day, I'm running a low grade fever (so far), which was actually kind of funny because earlier I couldn't get my temp to go above 97 degree's. But anywho, I feel like I'm dying .

So yeah, if you don't see me for the next couple of days it's def because of that . So I've been seeing a therapist (for personal reasons), and I've been talking to her about some of the stuff going on and she was amazed by me because she said some of the stuff I have or am currently going through, people don't normally go through until they are about forty.

It was mostly about my family, and my friends that we talked about. Mary has pissed me off lately because apparently she's been telling Amanda that she's upset because I haven't been getting help. Amanda was like wtf? She didn't respond to Mary, but if Mary reads this oh well! I have been trying to get help and Mary was involved in the process but apparently Mary isn't as good of a friend as I thought.

She told me she doesn't know how much more she can take (of me). I told Susan (my therapist) that apparently Mary wasn't as good of a friend as I was lead to believe, and I don't need the added stress in my life. And she totally agreed.

Well, Susan told me to take some "mini" vacations, like weekend trips away and she said that should help me out a bit. Well, on top of planning some of those mini vacations, I've decided to take a vacation in December to Colorado, maybe for Christmas, haven't decided yet.

Screw the beach, I love the mountains! THe fresh air, the breath-taking view's, what's not to love? I don't mind the cold, I would totally suffer for that, because it's a different scene. Granted that I can see snow here in Indiana, but it's flat. Corn field after corn field and the occasion green bean field .

So yep, now you all know what's going on, so don't be surprised if I'm "gone" for awhile. Probably mostly due to me being sick.

[Edit] Oh, and I just found out apparently Mary has been saying shit behind my back to another friend. I thought Mary was my best friend, but apparently not. So goodbye Mary and rot in hell.[/Edit]

So lately I've been extremely angry and agitated, mostly at everyone, not just one person. First of all, I'm tired of everyone always calling and texting me. I understand that you may want to talk, but when it's a constant thing it bug's me and I get angry.

I got so angry that I yelled at everyone and told them for ONE day, I'd like some piece and quiet. And it was short-lived! Thanks to the people who texted me (sarcasm) . I was am really tired of constantly being bombarded by everyone (there are a few exceptions).

I'm overwhelmed and damn it I want it to QUIT! God, just leave me the hell alone people, maybe I like being by myself, maybe you should get let me fucking die.

And EVERYTIME Jon comes around people make fucking comments about us! It pisses me off, so let me make this clear:

I DO NOT WANT TO DATE BECAUSE OF PERSONAL PROBLEMS, so PLEASE leave it alone.

I mean I've snapped at anyone and everybody lately, and I'm tired. I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of being overwhelmed and I'm fucking tired of being suffocated so leave me alone. Geez .

I'm so happy, the new skin is done and it looks beautiful if I must say so myself. Click here to view it. I love it!

Oh and I'm so excited I'm going to go see OneRepublic tomorrow and hopefully will get my files off of my hard drive so I can add some more skins to the website, and if you haven't noticed, I removed the text links for the skins and added a drop down menu for them. It just makes it easier for everyone than having links everywhere.

Oh and I'm going to get to see Cassidy tomorrow so it'll be a really good day! Plus my phone is semi-fixed because it was doing some weird stuff to me but I fixed it by throwing it against the wall and by buying a new microSD card.

Jon keeps bugging me and calling me, he called me twice last night (and I didn't answer) and then he texted me which I didn't answer. I know that seems mean but I don't want to be mean to him, and second of all he shouldn't have been calling me at midnight trying to get ahold of me.

I was like, 'I'm going to bed, so blah.' and that's exactly what I did. I hung out with Heather last night and it was sooo fun! I love Heather to death, we both have a crazy obsession with Supernatural and we took it to new heights last night. We watched episodes where we would see them without their shirts on <3 hot.

Oh and I am pretty sure I pulled a muscle in my back (yet again *rolls eyes*), which by now if you don't know is completely normal for me. I think I've pulled the same muscle probably around six times (and no I'm not joking). We've tried everything, therapy & drugs. I'd say the next course of action would be an LOA from work, but I can't afford that right now.

Anyway, Boo-yah. I'm out.

I should let you guys know I'm actually creating another layout (which it's been a really extremely long time since). I am very proud of this layout and it is absolutely beautiful. I'm still working out on how to add the text to at least make it look good, but it's coming along very nicely.

Here's a preview for you:



That's what's to come! I can't wait, it should be up soon though! I'm tired, I've been working on this design for about 7 hours now. So I'm going to bed!